I just came back from Huangshan, China last night and I'm already missing the weather there. To be honest, I felt that the trip was kind of short. If only it was longer, the YSA team could bond more with each other. The trip was very memorable and at the same time, we could learn a lot of things. Since I'm the only Malay athlete from YSA, it was very hard for me to communicate with the locals there. Their English is minimum and they don't understand some of the things I said to them. I'm very fortunate to have my team mates to translate the words to me. From the start, I knew only some of the people, like Ellie, Ming Fei, Lin Ying, Tanya etc but after the trip, most of us bonded and we became really close. Even the boys who are awkward with us became super fun and friendly. I liked it when the YSA team cheered for each and every single athlete during their competitions. It was very encouraging and uplifting. It made me feel better when I did my routine and I think that most of the others felt that way too. We made a lot of friends too, from South Africa, Russia, Hong Kong and Japan. It was a fruitful experience for me as the YSA team really felt like family and I hope that there will be more trips like this for the coming years.

Sooo, hi guys. I don't know why I'm trembling while typing this. Sooo, tomorrow is Sunday, which means that I will be going to China tomorrow night. I'm actually really nervous and I'm really really scared. Scared of what? I'm scared that I wouldn't be able to guo kong fan or do as well as I did during training I feel really useless right now. Shameelia, you gotta believe in yourself. Let the hard work pay off and even though you failed, at least you did your best. It kind of hard typing this as even though there are a lot of things to say, I don't want to type it. Why am I acting this way? Ahhhhh.. I'll just go there with a light heart. I'm gonna enjoy myself there, right guys? No mood to say anything anymore. Hope I can blog when I'm in China. Take care guys~ Byeeee~