I'm back and Common Test is OVER! The past 2 days was intense and I feel that I'm gonna fail my Maths. I don't know most of the questions and I just went to answer them XD The rest of the papers was okay.. I guess. The only test that I liked was Physics Test. It was kind of easy and I felt relieved that I actually studied for it :)

So yesterday was kind of surprising to me. You see the picture up there? Me, Liyana, Adriana and Nadhrah  were in 1F after we finished playing volleyball and since my class got occupied by our seniors. The thing is, the boys from 1G, they were fooling around with the seniors and they think it was funny. I was just outside the back door of 1E when one senior suddenly opened the door. I think he shouted "What's your problem?" "You have problem isit?". The last sentence was funny. He asked us to go back to our classes. And I was like "Dude, you're in my class. How am I supposed to go in my class with you around?". And then he banged the door. I was dumbfounded of course. He didn't looked at me. He only looked at the boys. So lucky me? Hahaha

Time is limited now and most of us feel stressed for EOY. It feels like time is slow but it suddenly feels like one week has gone by like a second. To me, I have to cherish my time but I get distracted by the littlest of things. I can't really tell anyone my problems too since most of them are too personal. I just wish I could talk to God through my prayers. If only there was a friend who really understood me. All about me. But I guess only God knows. I feel kind of sad and kind of lonely. I want that feeling to stop but I just can't help myself.. Even if I have a lot of AWESOME friends, most of them don't know the inner side of me and I feel useless. I don't show my feelings easily to people since I am not very open to people, even after I know them for 7 months. I just have the feeling that I'm insecure and I can't trust people. Its very hard for me to trust people and I think it is because of the influence from my friends. They are always betrayed by their closest friends and I promised myself to not be like them.

After I wrote this, I feel a lot better. I don't want to write much now. I have training tomorrow afternoon and I'm fasting too, since this is the month of Ramadhan. I just hope God knows what I am doing right and help me if I'm in the wrong. Let's just pray in the next few months, everything's gonna be alright. Byeee~

I'm finally back after so long and I missed my blog ): Hahaha^^ A lot has happened since the past month or so and I want to share most of them with you guys. The picture above was taken yesterday evening in School <3 Xin Ying brought her rented Polaroid Camera which was AWESOME <3 It is such a waste that we could not take photos with it ! ):

I also finally got my Class T-shirt after like more than 6 months of schooling. Jonas was at fault and my class got it on Wednesday. Super Happy and Excited with it !! I totally loved the design which was designed by Syania. She's an awesome artist and singer if you don't know :) Check out her twitter ! @Syanimui

Today, my school's Volleyball C-div Girls lost to Ngee Ann but our C-div Boys won Dunman High to 2-0. We felt sad because I heard that Ngee Ann girls called SHSS Volleyball Girls ugly and had no potential. Where is your sportsmanship? I feel really sad for them but I hope they don't continue their rude and complacent attitude in the future. It was fun to watch them play since we can learn how to play Volleyball too, since the Sec 1s have to learn Volleyball for something.. I forgot what it is called. XD

Also recently, my grandma passed away and I wish her to rest in peace. May your soul be blessed by God and we will always love you <3 R.I.P Nenek Uk </3



Common test is on the 25 and 26 of July and I feel kind of nervous since I really need to improve A LOT. I really need to improve on EVERYTHING ): JIAYOU SHAMEELIA !!! Byeeeee~