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E-Counselling
Wednesday 31 October 2012

Hey guise, I just finished a session of e-counselling and now, I feel pretty good about myself. It was nice to talk to someone whom I can trust about my personal problems and that it is only between the counsellor and me. It was awkward at first but soon, it was like me and the counsellor was a lost friend. If you have any problems and do not want to tell a friend because they can't be trusted, go to ec2.sg . I thought it was the evening but its just 1.50 ! Gotta eat my lunch! Byeeeee~


Dis-Appointment
Monday 29 October 2012






Guise, I have something to tell you all. I'm trying my best to blog about my everyday life. But now, the thing is, my life is getting pretty crappy and boring. I don't do much everyday but I have a goal though. I plan to study during the holidays. Wait, FOR REAL? Yeah, for real. I can't waste anymore time on Secondary School life. And especially during the holidays. Its the most important time for me. Ok, cut the crap. I'll try my best ok? So PLEASE don't get mad when I don't post anything every single day. I'm going to Anhui next week and I hope I could blog there using my phone or their computer. I'm so gonna miss you guise~!

Hmmm, Yesterday, I went to the Singapore Flyer. It was a fun experience for me as it was the FIRST time I ride on it. Sometimes, I wonder why Singaporeans don't even get to experience a lot of the tourist attractions, like the Singapore Flyer, USS etc even when it is in Singapore. I feel kind of pitiful for them, I feel pitiful for myself. But whatever, it was really a nice experience. Got to see a part of the F1 Race Track from high up on the Singapore Flyer!

Here are some of the pictures you may probably want to see :)









Hehe^^ Not that many pictures though. And its all crappy. I used my phone to take them -o- 

Today, I went to eat brunch with my mum at Mcdonald's and now, I guess I'm allergic to Caramel Frappe. My stomach went out of control after I drank that. That was a surprise for me. After that experience, I went out again, now with my parents, to print my name on my t-shirts and jacket for the China trip. The process of printing was super cool! Maybe, I would recommend that place to make class t-shirts. AHAHAH, then only my class will have Cool and Unique T-shirts. Hehe ^o^Y Tomorrow, I'm gonna go out with my mum and my aunt. My mum and I are gonna drink Double Choco tomorrow at McCafe, hope there will be no horrifying side effects tomorrow. I need to buy a few badges to cover up nasty spot on my backpack. It looks ugly and horrible. If you do not know which backpack I'm referring to, go and read my previous post. I'm gonna write down lyrics of Catch Me. I don't know why I'm obsessed with writing now. Pssshhhh. Hahaha! Shoutout to Dini! Get well soon my Short Dward, Anjing + Dinosaur Agar Agar Haram. I want to meet you again soon~ Till then, love you guise a lot! Take care, don't be sick like this Dini! Be well and happy! Byeeeeee~






YSA's Science Workshop
Saturday 27 October 2012

I didn't blog yesterday because there was nothing to blog about. Eventhough it was Hari Raya Haji, I only went to my grandmother's place. It was SUPER BORING. At least the workshop today made this week interesting~

The workshop started around 8.15 which totally ruined my mood because I had to wake up early, on a WEEKEND. But nonetheless, I was still hyped up because I am fetching Ellie as I'm going to the workshop which was held at PESEB at Bukit Timah. We had PT [Physical Training] there. We had The Hurdles and the Agility Ladder or something like that. While we were training, our parents had a briefing about the China trip which is about 8 more days. Oh how time flies. Really nervous.


They gave us a lot of things for the trip. The windbreaker that they gave us had this print(?) here. Last year's windbreaker had Singapore printed on it. Most of you probably have seen it. The windbreaker also had a matching pants. I'm guessing we're supposed to use it when we are at the Airport.  We're not having a direct flight which is not awesome. From Singapore, we will fly to Hefei and from there, we will go to Anhui. My mum told me that we are going to hike there. I also heard Mr Vincent Ng saying that there are beautiful mountains around there. Ooohhh!


They also gave us a bag. I put Louis's badge on that spot as the spot was really unglam. I'm gonna cover that part with more badges :)


We had these 'notebooks' last year for the trip. We have to write reflections again. What I hate the most about the trip, but it is also the most meaningful one.


Most of the athletes are from the Sec 3 batch. Woah. I wanna sit beside Natalie during the flight! For the competition, we are somehow under Wufang. And I heard that Sino also joined the competition. We have a rival here eh? Hahaha ^^ Really looking forward to next next Monday! I'll update again~ For now, I'll just end it here. Byeeeeeee~


 

 *I'm stuck to this song nowadays so I had to feature it here XD*


Last Days In SHSS - Sec 1E
Thursday 25 October 2012


School finally came to an end for me. I'm gonna miss my class 1E. Eventhough we are not really united, I'm sure after a few years, most of us will be united and love each other like brothers and sisters. School was fun with my classmates who made the entire class laugh and relax during a tiring day, especially the jokers in the class, Elijah, Shaheer, Nicholas, Bryan and James.I will miss you all. Hopefully, most of us will be in the same class. I doubt Selecia, Leony and Ryan will be in 2E, the Higher Ability Class. Three of them got the highest in class and their ranking among the Sec 1 cohort is really really really high. I wanna be with Leony but oh well. She has her boyfriend to look after her. XD

Do you guys wonder about how I did for my EOY? I'm not boasting or anything but I'll just blog about it. Tell me how you did for your EOY through Twitter and Facebook :)


For Academics, I did well. It could've been better though. If you can't see, I'll just magnify it for you. 
For CA2:
English - B3
Malay - A1
Math - A2
Science - A1
Geography - A1
Literature - B4
Homec - A1

For SA2:

English -A2
Malay - A1
Math - A2
Science -B3
Geography - A2
Literature - C6
Homec -A2

My results dropped(if that made sense) and it wasn't so amusing. But the overall pulled me up! :)

 For Overall:
English - B3
Malay - A1
Math - A1
Science - A2
Geography - A2
History - A1
Literature - B4
Homec -A2

For EMSH2B1, I targetted to get 10, which was difficult but surprisingly, I really managed to get 10! Totally surprised  and proud of myself. I'm gonna set more realistic targets for next year!


"Shameelia is a bubbly girl who gets along well with her peers, and displays a positive and encouraging attitude towards others. An active participant in class, she engages well during class and group discussions, and puts in great effort in order to carry out her duties well - both as Class Chair[wo]man and Student Councillor.  
She also exhibits strong competency in Wushu"

That was what Ms Chua [my form teacher] commented above :)


As an athelete, I obviously got Gold for NAPFA and I was amazed that my weight was Acceptable. Hahahaha! I thought I would be Underweight ~T.T~ Overall, I got 8th position in class, 17th position in the entire cohort. Kinda proud of myself :)

 Can't wait for the class party! I wanna party with 1E once again! And the trip is coming about 2 more weeks left. Super scared and excited. Hopefully I could make all of you proud by bringing back medals and trophies. Guessing after this, be prepared to be reading my blog everyday because I'm gonna post random crap here everyday. Hahaha^^



Brother bought me a pair of hot pink converse shoes today. I also had a hot pink nail polish which had the same colour as the shoes. OOOHHH~ Hahahaha^^

  
To finish this off, I'm gonna kneel in front of everyone and pronounce myself as a knight starting from today! Hahaha! Selamat Hari Raya Haji for all the Muslims out there and have fun during your holiday guys and girls~ Sorry for the long post but I have to post something to feel productive T.T Sorry guise~ Guess that's about it. Byeeeeeeee~ 


Council Camp and Life
Monday 22 October 2012

Council Camp ended like 2 days ago and it was memorable! The EXCO did a pretty decent job for the amazing race which was like 6 hours. The first day was kinda okay. We had some games and CCC won third place for the qualifying rounds :) We slept in the classrooms and my back hurt because of the concrete floor. The next day, we had our amazing race which was conducted at Sentosa. After hours of running around and racing, we finally went to Seoul Garden to eat our dinner. On the way to Seoul Garden, I still remember that I was so tired, I slept on Callista's shoulders! OMG. Hahahahaha! After dinner, we were supposed to go back to school with bus no. 11~ Oh noess! But whatever, at least during that night, we had NO LIGHTS OUT and we could order McDelivery! The EXCO is AWESOME TTM! I slept at the Auditorium in the end after watching a movie there. The last day was kinda boring. All of us woke up around 8-9 and there were nothing to really do. I thought that we would have games but I guess most of the seniors were too tired to be in charge of them. That was pretty much Council Camp~

So school is gonna be over on Thursday and I kinda anticipate it. I wouldn't have to deal with those shitty faces anymore and I could concentrate on blogging now :) Sorry that I didn't blog during the last 2 days because I was tooo tired to blog after my trainings. Competition is coming really soon and I'm kinda scared. I have to do well but something is preventing me. My feet. It feels very sore now and I couldn't really walk properly. I wish they would recover before the competition!

If you guys don't know. I'm single. I'm not boasting or what but really, I will not accept any relationships. After being lectured from my parents, I finally understand why I should not be in a relationship. I'm too young for it and I do not want to focus my life on a person and only him. I'd rather take care of my parents. So, to sum up, I'm not gonna be in a relationship, I'm not gonna accept any girlfriend requests and I'm not gonna entertain anyone about this anymore. And please be aware that even if I'm suitable to have a boyfriend, I'd only choose those from the same sport as me. So stop bugging me about this because I'm getting really annoyed by it. Thank you and goodbye..


Council Camp!
Wednesday 17 October 2012

In the midst of packing, I'm blogging. Oh, I'm wasting my precious time. Hahaha, totally excited for tomorrow~ Chatted with Amabelle just now! She was super cool and awesome! I want to talk more with her because I find her very nice as my senior and she takes care of me well too! I hope our friendship could become better through bonding in Council Camp. I wasn't enthusiastic like this until she messaged me. Amabelle was super cute and I think she made me realize how important Council Camp is because we can know more about the members in our sub-council. I bought a lock for my bag and then I realized that my bag has only one zipper. What a bummer. I'm guessing that I'm gonna sleep at 11 45. Gotta continue packing my bags guise! CCC will win! Byeeee~


Black & Gold
Monday 15 October 2012


So I just bought a new pair of wushu shoes from Katong. Which is, Black and Gold. Really waiting for this day to come since the competition is nearing and I need a new pair of shoes since my old one has really worn out. I guess this is kind of a new stage for me after getting these shoes because I have to 'season' these new pair of shoes, which takes quite a few months/weeks. Its like renewing myself from the harshness of the old shoes. The new shoes give me new shelter and home for my feet which are extremely delicate and important in the sport. Why am I saying this. Oh God. Hahaha. So proud of me finally getting a new pair of shoes. I'm gonna take care of it like a mother and I will use this as my lucky charm for the upcoming competitions.

Today was the worst day off my life. Got back my results. HORRIBLE. Especially Literature. I studied for it, took down notes and revised all the chapters for Sing To The Dawn and my results for Lit was HORRIBLE. I couldn't do anything now but I really wish that my CA2 results were my EOY results. How was your results? I guess I did pretty badly. I only had 1 A1, MT, which is my core subject. I can't always rely on MT to pull me up. I better buck up starting from the holidays. I need to buy assessment books and stuff. Pissed off today. Guess that's it. Have a happy day guise! Byeeee~


Music and Dance
Sunday 14 October 2012

Probably some of you may know this but I guess most of you don't. I have a passion for dance. I mostly dance to K-Pop songs which have awesome choreography. I couldn't believe I actually posted videos of myself dancing to some of the songs in Youtube but I guess I have no time for those. Next year will be a tough year for me and I have no time for dancing. But since its gonna be the holidays, I plan to learn a really old song. BTD.


Its a really complicated dance and I guess I'll take up the challenge! No, I will not post any videos of me dancing to this on Youtube. But maybe, if I have a new camera, I'll try to make covers.

Talking about covers, I recently heard a ukulele cover of Lullaby by Lateeyah and I want to learn it so badly. I know the chords and the strumming pattern now but the problem is, my fingers are too short and I could not play the song as well as she did. Damn. Tomorrow there's school and I'm not looking forward to it. I didn't go for training today because my whole body ached. Even my shoulders. Weird, I didn't really did anything with my shoulders yesterday. Meh. That's it. Byeeee~





Meh.
Saturday 13 October 2012

1 more day till school 'reopens' and I  feel like not attending school. I don't want to see those shitty faces of the people I hate, which are practically everyone in the school. Except a few. The thought of school bores me to the max and I hate it. Surprisingly, I love school because of the studies, not because of the shitty and untrustworthy friends that are there. They just make me sick. So not looking forward to school. But I'm looking forward to my results. I think that my grades will deprove and I think the main reasons are because of the goddamn problems in school. Urgh.

Today's training wasn't so bad until I did my full routine. Totally hate it. At least I knew my mistakes before going to the competition. There's still training tomorrow and Kenny said he will be going. Finally, that lazy ass is coming. Sheryl too! Damn that Ah Ma! HAHAHAHA! I don't know whether Cheng Jun, Ryan and Ray finished their exams but I'm pretty sure they are lazy. Especially Ray! He's such a lazy ass. I'm guessing he has to take care of his girlfriend! XDD Hope the asses are coming tomorrow! Byeee~


Anxious
Thursday 11 October 2012

Hey guise! Right now, I'm curling my hair! Not using a curling iron, but pens! Normal pens that we use to write in school! I recently discovered this and I'll link the video to you girls later! One parts of my hair fell out but that's okay :) Hahaha! Today, my two Godmums came! I love them so much! And I feel like buying chocolate beancurd downstairs. Nowadays, I've been craving for a lot of food and I'm always hungry. Pasta, Lao Ban, Frappes etc Aaahhhh, I'm gonna be a fat kitten if I eat all of those at once! I'm anxious for Sat's training! Looking forward to it A LOT! The video is below! Byeeee~




Everyday, Of MY Life..
Wednesday 10 October 2012

Since its gonna be near the holidays, I'm guessing that I'm gonna use the laptop everyday and blog. My life is such a bore without trainings. Food is second and my laptop/phone is third. So, yeah read my blogs everyday! :D





I went to this farm @ Kranji with Doreen, Lennard and some others. OMG, I'm sorry if I made you bored ): I know you are bored, don't lie. Ok, so we went to this farm, surprisingly, it was also a resort. The farm was quite big and huge and I guess I have sweet blood. Mosquitoes always come to me ): And I saw a real scarecrow! Damn! That sexy scarecrow! Hahaha! We had an amazing race with the adults there as well! The picture above is my team! Hehe^^ My first polaroid picture! AWESOME!


After the trip, I immediately went to TM and changed my clothes. I met Dini, Liyana, Syania, Ryan, Shaheer, Nicholas, James and Elijah and we went to Safra to bowl. I met Pu Ren, Brian and Atria there too! Haha^^ Missed them like a lot  ): After bowling, we planned to walk back to TM and we just dug our own graves. It rained soo heavily and we were drenched. I was not really drenched but my shoes were. Those poor little things. We went to the toilet and dried ourselves up :) Me, Dini and Liyana went back home around 6.15. Today was okay I guess. Could've been better.



*UPDATE* New Blog
Tuesday 9 October 2012

You think I was giving you a link right? Hahahah NOPE! The 'New Blog' is the same one. It just had a makeover and I'm loving it. Tell me what you think of the layout. I added songs too but I'm sorry if they are Korean. But if you have any song recommendations, you can tell me :) You can get the template from the link at the top of my blog. This is just an update so don't expect my post to be long and all. Guess that's about it! Have a great week guise! Byeeee~


I'm Just Happy Inside
Monday 8 October 2012


Finally, exams are over. I can finally party with my friends but I'm still worried about my results. I totally screwed my ML Orals just now and I can feel my grades dropping. Urgh. Everything is over. I can't really do anything about it now. Now, lets just enjoy our freedom and be happy!

My classmates are organizing a movie day on Wednesday. But sadly, I couldn't watch the movie, Taken 2 with them because of this FAS thingy. So in the end, I'll just meet them at TM Macdonald's and go bowling @ Safra! Hahaha, I wonder if I can bowl. I'm too tiny to bowl!

On 1st November, my class will be having a chalet at Aloha Loyang Resort. Can't wait for it! I heard that maybe Ms Chua will come! I want Ms Lim to come! I saw her today~ She was super cute! And I passed my Geography! All the Malay girls in my class passed! Oh yeah, and Joyce promised us if we all got A1 for Math, she will let down(?) her hair! I want to see her hair being let down! Her hair is super gorgeous! I just hope Dini scores A1 so that Joyce will be embarassed!!! XD

I don't know why, I find Mdm Low much more nicer. I think it was after the supplementary she had after Geography paper that made me think differently about her. She was super nice and funny too! Guess my whole perception of school is gonna change soon. Haha, enjoy your 4 days of freedom Sec 1s!

I can finally go to trainings now! AAHH! Missed trainings alot! They fill up my empty weekends! Especially Sunday trainings @ Pasir Ris~ 28 more days to 5 November! I'm seriously anxious and hyper about it!  I gotta add music to this blog. Its becoming more boring. Haha, guess that's it! Byeeeeee~


Day #5 #6 #7 of EOY: Geography, Literature and Math Paper
Thursday 4 October 2012

Sorry for the delay. Had a bad headache and I can't really blog. So yeah..

Day #5: Geography Paper
The paper was okay I guess. I managed to do all the questions but I have no confidence of getting an A1 unlike Term 3. I just need to pray hard that God will help me. There was one question in the paper that had a funny name for a volcano. Eyjafjokull or something like that. I don't know why I can still remember that...

Day #6: Literature Paper
I chose question 3 for Essay thingy and question 4 for the Poem. I didn't really understand question 5 for the Poem but I know there is something to do with sidekicks and heroes. My poem was about a kid and a dad. I don't really like poems so let's move on XD The passage based questions were okay but I prefer the Essay thingy questions. There was a question about Bao from the Sing To The Dawn book and I wrote a looooooong answer. I used to have no interest whatsoever in the book but before the exams, I suddenly had interest in it. Weird.

Day #7: Math Paper 1
FINALLY WAITED FOR TODAY. Today is the end of all written papers and I'm free. Almost. There is still Listening Compre and MT Oral. So the Math paper was surprisingly easy. I'm sure I will have careless mistakes here and there but the paper was really duable/doable [Whatever..] and I'm proud of myself today! I thought I couldn't do it but I did! :)

I plan to dig my ears for Listening Compre and for MT Oral, I'll just talk. Sorry for not blogging these few days. Now we have freedumb! Hildans, don't give up for Listening Compre and MT Oral. Keep digging your ears and talk aloud XD Byeeeee~


Day #4 of EOY : Lower Secondary Science
Monday 1 October 2012

Today was Lower Secondary Science and it pretty much sucked. I attempted Chemistry first and it pretty much made my brain fart. I'm sure my Chemistry marks will be low. Biology and Physics was okay. I thought Physics would be hard but it turned out easier than I thought. Its not like I could score full marks or anything but it was kind of easy. Biology was meeeh. Hahaha, better go back to reality and finish studying my Geography. Gotta memorise a lot of things. Good luck everyone! Byeeeee~

p.s
It is supposed to be 8:19pm now. Guess this clock is screwed!


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